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God-Made Satellite
03:10
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Hi, I loved you in a dream
In real life, I hope that you love me
With all this love
All this love
All this love
All this love
Guess I'm a fighter
Fighting all my life to not fight
I'm not a lover
because I never got your love back in return
You are a radio station
Catching signals from a source up in the sky
Your brain is information, your antennae, yah
Your mind is such a god-made satellite
I know you don't got money
I don't care it's funny
Please don't go back south
This may be the last time that you see my face
I'm broke, every part of me
Come home, the winter feels dark to me
Unveil your torch light bright for me
Help me see what the hell I'm doing here
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Videotapes
02:50
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Three cheers for the times we had and then three more
For when you disappeared
Engage the magic that we shared and then remember
Don't you forget
I picture us
I see us sailing away somehow
Pack up your bags
Grab all your things we must go right now
Cause these weren't the good days
Stop thinking of the past
These weren't the good days
Those never seem to last
These weren't the best days
Look forward to the rest
No, these weren't the best days
Just wait for the storm to pass
I've had so much time
With out you by my side
From what I hear over all of these years I am not so sure that I want you
From what I collect I'm slow to detect that I'd love you in the slightest ways
I've had too much time
With out you by my side
I guess that I was five at the time I last saw your face
All that I know is what I am told and what I replay on our home videotapes
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Rapture
02:59
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Do you ever think that you could love somebody?
The way that you behave is enough to make my hands shake
God you look like you want to hurt somebody
When a purse full of dust is a must, you know, I think maybe you're trying to blow your mind
I saw you in the night you look right in the city
A neon light shone bright and your face was real tired
You were no good I understood, just want to help you
Because a tree was a seed but then it grew, indeed, and with time I think that you could too
The moon was made to wake you
But you wake up in a world so small
Each day could ring with miracle tone
But you're searching for a life you've blown now
I've seen a life, a life of rapture
It could be yours if you want to get there
Where has your soul gone to?
Where did your spirit go?
Don't got money, spent it on the white dust
You look ugly, skeleton white ghost
Where has your soul gone to?
Where did your spirit go?
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Nightmare
02:29
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If you call me I'm coming up
I'm coming for you
I keep having this dream
That you're calling for me
And I feel something's wrong
Yah, everything's wrong
If you call me I'm coming up
I'm coming for you
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Ride
03:12
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Ride like a feather floating in the wind
You say that I'm "all this patience and no motivation"
You say, "Hey, get your shit together. You've been searching for searching’s sake"
But life isn't made in numbers
Or what you earn
No, not millions of dollars
Could ever fill me up
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6. |
No Mothers
04:06
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Low on time with the headlights coming for you
Lied to your mother, smoking cigs on the swing-set
Only nineteen, burn trees with your lovers, but
They got no mothers, do they? Yah, they got no mothers
I hid my head on the deck and I passed out
Well I'd kick the habit but I don't like being told to
And can't you see that I've always been so honest with you
But theres all these pitfalls to being misunderstood
So I lay my life out
Yah, I lay it right before you
Don't let anyone in
First I have got to know my own head
Don't let anyone in
First I must get a grip on my head
I lay my life out
Yah, I lay it right before you
Break my body, it breaks my brain
But it wasn’t because of you, it was the pressure on me
God it’s lovely how you made me right
There were no words about it, but I swear you saved my life
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7. |
Interlude
02:12
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8. |
Guilt Weight
02:47
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Sorry for the good gone bad
But don't chew me out all I did was help
And now my back aches with pains from the guilt weight
I am not responsible for you
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Winter
04:27
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We both like the way the winter ends
We'll get warm as the snow drips
Never liked the way they treated you
Held caged up with hell defeating you
Sunrise high your eyes kaleidoscope
I felt your pulse punch my itchy throat
I never knew how to say "I love you"
All my life I felt like I was just pressured to submit to the culture
Then right on cue I found you, it was a sunburn summer
I'd light up the wood and you'd sit like an angel in the amber
Birds fly by their eyes are telescopes
Do they watch the way that god does?
My oh my I love the summer air
Picture skin, the way you sit there
Young in face with age inside your head
When you ache I'll take you to your bed
I never knew how to say "I love you"
All my life I felt like I was just pressured to submit to the culture
Then right on cue I found you, it was a sunburn summer
I'd light up the wood and you'd sit like an angel in the amber
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Wonder
03:51
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It was like fire filling your head in a slumber state
All of this wonder comes from the bridge you live under and paint pictures of yourself
All of these wishes, not faithful but just superstitious
because no one's perfect
But how could I be right about a puzzle no ones sorted out?
One so comprehensive
Wild, don't end up grey and in denial
What's my purpose?
I wonder what comes after
I wonder why I matter
I'm supposed to use my time and know exactly what I'm doing this for
It chokes me up when I think about my children
I hope that one day they will not take anything for granted
I hope I've made an impact
I hope I've touched and loved you
I hope one day I'll leave behind a legacy that's beautiful
Like you…
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