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Wilt

by Mammoth Indigo

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1.
"Flowers In The Basement" This one's to the late nights in your car This one's to those dreams of you being a movie star This one's to the life we could have This one's to "hey kid, there is no turning back" (No turning) I'm starting to hate getting older now Everything's uninspired I am that flower in the window sill just wilting Wondering how the sun once felt Your heartache always waits on the other side I'm that flower dying, I'm that flower dying
2.
Songbird 04:46
"Songbird" All my friends - Yeah, I left them both for dead Their ghosts float around my head Mad they did not catch the memo Whenever you sweep the dirty floors You scan the scene, your heartbeat hurts I've lost my words, there's never dirt On the writer's side of the typewriter I'm dying for my dreams, but am I hurting yours? It's only been a year, I've done four U.S. tours I don't want to hit the end, I don't want to turn back Be a debt collecting dad in the back of a van You don't have to have it all Those golden circles on the wall How could I break your heart If I never had it from the start? This is what breaks you the most This is what chills your bones This is what breaks you the most This is what kills your bones This is what breaks you and cuts at your throat I was my worst fear and I didn't know I wanted to taste you and never go home I spent all of this year out there on the road All that I found wasn't what I desired All of the weight loss and drinking in bars I am a pro now at acting the part I sing all my guts out and laugh at my art I just want to see you and give you my love I'm out here in Phoenix they cancelled the show Was I not your Songbird, was that just a joke? The prettiest punchline that you ever wrote My friends are all dying I can't catch my breath I dress up in black now to match the events We've all got thorns - Yeah, they prick and they poke I imagine your veins burst a red blooming rose I wish I could get back everyone that I love I'm not your Songbird and you're not my Dove (x2)
3.
Full Bloom 05:38
"Full Bloom" Kneeling on the grass, I felt a breeze flood my back like a wave Weighing out the past, I am grimly future cast like a slave Your last living days, a year-old baby gaze, we've come full circle I could feel the room expanding like it was in full bloom Stop To my weakest and truest hour When all that I am, and ever was, and ever will be Has always been just a vision of whatever it was that you thought of me So when your eyes catch the gleam and you see me shining Let's just be happy - I'm flying And in the end, you know what your heart feels I hope you've found peace in the loud, fleeting grace of age The pain, the wait, the joy, the day A cage of clouds will open it's mouth A crack in your chest, a burn in your breast That moment your hurt left your body And you were a child Oh, Child In this life, you'll find you've got to bleed to be alive Wake up people You're dying We're dying And in the end, you know what your heart feels I know how your heart feels I know how my heart feels
4.
Another Life 02:38
"Another Life" If I lived another life, I would have all that I wanted Money, money - Make that money Now I've got all that I wanted All of your dreams could come true What would you do?
5.
Undertow 03:45
"Undertow" Over the undertow I, underdog, am tired Of drowning in your sun Dim the lights, sit on the bed Open your head, kiss in the rain Sink in the pool in the rain Everything is technical-red, robot pain Twins across the teepee Forehead on my carpet Spinning like a carousel ride But don't ever get off of it Shivering eyes on the bathroom floor This is not what life is for Underscore - under importance on each other If I were a dancer I'd cry on stage Spin in circles in fits of rage I'd break my neck just to make eye contact I will be your owl boy Shivering eyes on the bathroom floor This is not what life is for Underscore, under importance on each other I will burn a hole in your head with your own cigarette I want to be whole I want to be whole again Three lit canteen torches On the porch When I just burst Like a brick through glass
6.
Deep Blue 04:47
"Deep Blue" 'Happy Birthday' cake What was it that you say, What was it that you say? "You lookin' more like your daddy"? I wasn't born in December I wasn't born a surprise You've got this look in your eye I've got that look in my eye When you see me, You know Yeah, you know this is true Deep blue, deep blue... When we grow, don't carry us home You know I've got a ways to go When I feel low, my body and soul You know this ain't a walk in the park Another birthday came Then it went away Like a summer's rain You've got to change with the times But don't melt into butter You've got to roll with the punches But do not punch each other Yeah, you must trust but verify I wasn't knocking your door down I wasn't begging you to stay Everything that I had It could have all went away Now you see me, You know Yeah, you know this is true Deep blue, deep blue...
7.
"Bleaker Dreamer" I was peace-less, falling to pieces Frightened from forced fatherhood, friday night fallouts I wish that I could take this back I'd killed an infant without it even having lived yet I bury secrets down in me You dig them up, I beat you up Bleaker Dreamer I love you, but I can't hurt you anymore You ever wish that you could save someone? Like rip your heart out of chest cavity prison, Open-handed Christmas gift... For you brother, I'd trade my stomach all of a million times over Weekly wish away Worsening, wicked, tight, sick pains Laughing with you Laughing without you Fate can come in charmless form I just love you, and wish that you weren't hurting anymore Late Night Thriver Late Night Hider Late Night Loneliness
8.
"Record Collection" Saturday, came my way I'll stay awake for you I will stay awake All for you
9.
Whiskey King 03:33
"Whiskey King" Always sorry Long face, big brains We are friends Hardly dissimilar in our beliefs or hometown But everyone is telling me that I'm... I'm not even me Yeah - I'm not even me, Now I live underwater I had a dark side, a hard side, A sharp side, a smart side But everyone is telling me that I'm... I'm not even me Yeah - I'm the devil in the deep end My back underwater with my ass in the pool bed Yeah - Now I live underwater Lowly me, now I'm the Whiskey King I'm wasted Scanning down the ground Acting like a baby that hasn't cried in ten years' time, Until now And you can taste it I'm drinking just to drown (I'm fine though, I'm fine) And you're so patient It's like I'm not around (I'm fine though, I'm fine) Lonely me, now I'm the Whiskey King
10.
Palindrome 03:28
"Palindrome" Early in the morning Glowing like a pumpkin Have a taste then spit it out You look like a nightmare Hollow on your white stairs Burning like your neighbors' house Palindrome, you got me all alone You are a spider and I'm dying to get out of your web Now I know you've lost control You always light up When I'm down and spinning out of your grip Early in the evening Cemetery's breathing Floating like a ghost while you whistle a tune Everybody's wondering You a witch or something - Changing like the seasons' moons? (Down and spinning out of your grip) Heartache Always
11.
Coral 03:40
"Coral" I have never loved someone the way that I love you You changed my life Like a lightning bolt, You changed my life I watched them remove your guts from inside you, And place them on the table beside you - Pull life from your womb How can I repay you for the gifts you have given? Forever grateful, To have met you Forever grateful, Until the tomb And I hope that you love me too And all of my flawed and silly attempts To make you smile

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"Wilt" is Mammoth Indigo's second full-length album. Please follow @MammothIndigo on social media to get news and tour dates.

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released April 13, 2018

Produced, Mixed, Engineered by Zach Jones
Mastered by Dave Harris, Studio B Mastering
MGMT Caitlyn Margulis, Full Circle Artist Management
Album Art by Jason Link
Sky photo by Jake Saxman

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